| Everytime I see your face your smile is shining through |
[05 Mar 2005|09:34pm] |
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Well well... great night yesters (***grinnnnnn***)
Went aller Aimz at about 7pm to get changed into something more... nightlife-esc. - I had a nose-bleed, a heavy one : ( .. but it was in Jon's bathroom.. so that Ok.
Went to Meadowhall to see a fil... ended up watching Hide and Seek... I actually did shit myself a bit (not literally) cause like, the screens so big and u can't turn anywhere and there's all these couples who can hide behind eachother... I had to settle for trying to hide behind Aimees ear. Anyway, good film actually.. although naturally I followed it right up until the last 10 minutes in which after I just ddin't get what any fo the film had been on about.
Then we went into the bus station to get the last bus to town at 20 to 12, of course we ran into the *WMC CREW* from school which annoyed me, Ainsley gave me much puzzled looks seeing as he's always thought I was a goth and as everyone really should know by now I'm not. Although, Brad did say I have a nice behind.. which I will ragg the nobber to death for at any opportunity available.
Went into town eveentually getting there at around midnight I think, bumped (unfortunately) into Craig and his other stoned freind who said they wanted to take us home in Jaggers Taxi (err.. fuck no), but we didn't so Craig undid my bra before I could count to 3 (I counted fast as well the bitch).
We then went to this club/pub thing that I can't spell the name of.. of course we got served for quite a bit of alcohol... some VERY nice males in there actually, bar the older, plumper ones amongst them which of course taked a liking to us (joy). However, there was this one person *blushes* who in the end came over and asked for my number and oooh he was gorgeous and had an amazlingly cool smile. So yes.. we kissed and all of that and it was guurd but then when he went to the loo this nobber came to talk to me saying all this nonsense about him going back to Iraq on Tuesday.. well, it wasn't nonsense it was true cause he showed me his army thingi.. but anyway, I didn't like him cause Si(lovely one) kept looking at me while I was talking toh im so I was all distracted and things, anyway in the end he tried to take me upstairs (nobber one) which I refused to partake in, although he did buy me a drink and gave me his flashing blue thing from around his neck which I'd inwardly been wanting.
Anyway he eventually disappeared and we all turned out at about 2am, me et Si said goodbye but then while we were outside me n Aim n this other girl we were talking to were stood on the opposite side to him, he phoned and said hi, but then decided to come over, so me and Si, and Aim and Luke... and Neil went down to get some foodage... after lurking about there for about half an hour Si offered to drive us home, so we eventually agreed and we all piled into his vehicle, discovered he is actualy a very gorgeous driver as well :D for some reason the 2 hours we spent in the car with them waiting outside aimz house were very funny ones, i just laughed.. like.. loads.. and god yeah we made the windows steam up.
Anyway, after much trying to tear ourselves apart from each of other we got back at about 5am. I had another nose bleed.. this time over Aimees carpet.
And I thin kthat's it.
Oh.. nope, wait.. after being in *place I can't spell the name of* I have totally discovered that I genuinely adore dance and RnB music. :D
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| Get out of my head |
[03 Mar 2005|03:23pm] |
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Riiiight..
Oooh I haven't written anything..
Erm, well,... I met Matt avec whom I had a brief fling with - www.faceparty.com/mattilda - he's so lovely... trust me ;P
Uhm, skipped god knows how many lessons this week with Aim et Carl, listened to a french tape where the man sounded EXACTLY like him off of Little Britain (not the baldy one) - got an A* (fuck yeah), had to resit both my math modules today because as the whole world and his wife knows, I am SHIT at maths.
Hmm.. I know more stuff has happened I've just got that thing...*creates pot noodle*... writers block.
Errrrm... OOOooh, mutha got slotted last night on her own.. again, and once again I had to clean it up by myself because she was so drunk she couldn't even acknowledge me, plus I was trying really hard to revise for my exams today which i have far enough trouble with as it is.. I'm soprry but this just isn't fair, I had to clean her blood and vomitus up last time she went to hospital... plus then.. Dad said if she ever would do that again (implying she'd been doing it actually for a long time) that he'd leave her... : (
And my heart's just too little to cope anymore.
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[06 Feb 2005|06:02pm] |
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Okay so I didn't enclose it in a cut because I haven updated in a while and this take up space in place of where my ramblings would go.
Nicked from.. many nice people..
I've kissed someone...
01. on the cheek.
02. on the lips.
03. on their hands or fingers.
04. in my room.
05. in their room.
06. of the same sex.
07. of the opposite sex.
08. eskimo style.
09. younger than me.
10. older than me.
11. with jet black hair.
12. with curly hair.
13. with blonde hair & green eyes.
14. with flaming red hair.
15. with straight hair.
16. shorter than me.
17. taller than me.
18. with a lip ring.
19. who I had just met.
20. who was homosexual.
21. who I didn't really want to kiss.
22. on a holiday.
23. who was going out with someone close to me.
24. who was my good friend's brother or sister.
25. who kissed a good friend of mine before/after me.
26. in a graveyard.
27. at a show/concert.
28. at the beach.
29. in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
30. with dyed hair.
31. with a shaved head.
32. who was/is my good friend.
33. who was/is in a band. x100 and you're getting close to the actual figure
34. who has tattoos.
35. who is of a completely different race than me.
36. in the rain.
37. with an accent.
38. with an std.
39. on a boat.
40. in a car/cab/bus.
41. on a plane.
42. at the circus/carnival.
43. with a missing body part.
44. in the movies.
45. under the stars.
46. while i was drunk.
47. while i was on a drug.
I <3 kissing people
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[22 Jan 2005|05:07pm] |
In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)
What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics)
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[20 Jan 2005|09:56pm] |
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Spoke with Bernadette and apparently tehy say it deson't mtetr waht odrer yuor wdors are in as lnog as the fsirt and lsat are crorcet..
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[14 Jan 2005|07:06pm] |
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Ugh. Just found the poem Michael wrote and gave to me...
I miss her
Her sweet, soft cheek,
It's only been a week,
Tearing me apart.
She drives me
Through life and death,
'Till my last breath,
I'm forever hers.
She kills me
With love and depression,
Without a vision,
Of her to grasp.
She finds me
From my dark space,
Her eyes meet my face,
And I die again
I miss her
And she doesn't know,
Why I want to go,
With her, immortal.
i don't why i even bother, i'm just going to commit myself to a nunnery...
(btw, look out for the hottest guy in the world on the sunday morning video, the one who smiles a lot and sings with someone else, so hot!)
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[10 Jan 2005|06:58pm] |
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uhh.. Dad* ... what a bad spelling mistake by me.
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[10 Jan 2005|06:42pm] |
Jude Law: you like them romantic and British with
beautiful green eyes.
Which guy are you destined to have sex with?
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Found out Lauren and Leannes dead has cancer and he only has a few months to live. And they don't know this yet. And they really love their Dad. And now I feel really bad :(
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[06 Jan 2005|10:47pm] |
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mm'mmf fuck no. Terrance :'(
why is this happening to me? i hate my mind i fucking hate it.
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[05 Jan 2005|06:47pm] |
Whoa.. don't no one go thinkin those are minus A's 'cause I need you to they're not.
Just checking like.
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[05 Jan 2005|06:39pm] |
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it must have been good, but I lost it somehow |
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I AM 49% GOTH!  Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my heart I know I am evil, but not on the company's time. I do need to eat. |
Science:
Chem-A
Physics-A
Biology-A
English Lit/lang:
B+
French Foundation:
Listening and Reading-B
Writing-B
French Higher:
Listening and reading-A
Writing-A
Geography:...D
Aimee geography:...E
Hahahaha... me and Aimee really love Geoggers as well...
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| Touch me. Take me to that other place. |
[28 Dec 2004|05:50pm] |
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.Christmas was okay, got pretty things
.Can't stand Michael... at all... I hope I never see him again
.Hungover
.Threw up in the bath
.Lovely time cleaning it up
.Babysitting New Year's Eve 'cause my friends are working : (
.Marty proposed to Bernardette on Christmas day. How sweet is that.
.I'm dying : (
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| I never could get drunk enough to get him off my mind |
[14 Dec 2004|10:03pm] |
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Tommy James & The Shondells - Mony mony |
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Finished exams yesterday, today and tomorrow off, math revision thursday, friday off. I LOVE the Christmas holiday season.
i.l.o.v.e.c.r.a.i.g
He has am amazing pierced tongue kissing techniquey thingi going on. Oh how can one be so hot.
Will go on a diet nnnnn.ow
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| Chocolate biscuits heal the soul:::Stupid Cupid stop picking on me |
[09 Dec 2004|06:35pm] |
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3 Doors Down |
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My Art exam was shocking... I didn't even nearly finish it, I had no reserch done in my jounral, barely any annotation and no actual good quality work... I got a B... he shouted at me :(
A on chemistry... which was pretty fucking good seeing as the only revision I did was.. n-o-t-h-i-n-g
One mark from a B on Math... I'm not going there... I hate Maths. I hate things that have to make sense.
Geography exam was quite cool.. as any geography exam could possibly be anyway... me and Aimee sat on the ridiculously small desks next to eachother and kinda had a whispered conversation.. then Lewis's phone went off
Lewis:*above the silence-naturally* "Thanks ya knob'ed am in an exam"
Might get my hair cut shorter it annoys me like this.
Only have to go into school 2 days next week! ah, this is good. : )
As ever haven't got any xmas presents to date.
I don't know who I am anymore.. i have the inability to express myself or get really into things and sort them out with a clear mind without thinking oh fuck this, after 2 minutes.
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| ~Make my wish come true~ |
[07 Dec 2004|04:23pm] |
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Mariah Carey - All I want for xmas.. |
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No exams = No school
No school = Hatred of daytime tv
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| Time on my hands would be time spent with you |
[29 Nov 2004|05:25pm] |
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uhhhm...
mind block already...
went to Leeds... it's sooooo lovely still. It really is great.
work was okay... Kayleigh came for lotsa hugs n stoof ... James did much frollocking about 2 stepping - just kinda looked like he was falling over to me. Got his flesh tunnels to 16mm each... with clear plug thingis in them... looks noyce.
went out avec Tom, tom and Shawn... bummed about in his room for a while... Frosty and Shawn have now got their ears pierced, F wanted to stretch his so he could put a wooden plug throuhg it.. but his mum went ape when he mentioned it.
F was getting extremely close to me... I think Tom's rat is dying.. it just sat on its bum shaking and kinda slowly moving round in circles... I said we should put it down... we just left it :( Now I feel inhumane.
After showing me picture sof them each being set oin fire in "cool" places we went out with mini steroes on Frosty's jacket so we had Jimmy Eat World blasting out for all to hear... very good actually.
Ended up getting off with Frosty again.. twice.... why oh why do I do these things?! ... ad only just told him i like Dave as well... awww, he's finished/nearly finished the artwork of me... I sooooooo wanna see it but the fuck of tension there'd be between us may be a little strange.
Sleeping at Growlers avec Mousy tonight... Leeds on the morning... no fucking school!!! woop... bloody deserve it seeing as I had to endure 3 hours of art this morning and two French trial exams...
Happy dayyyyyyyyyys
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| He never let me leave I had to run away alone |
[25 Nov 2004|09:30pm] |
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Meat Loaf - objects in the rear view mirror |
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Well...
I really miss my friends
And I shouldn't have been a bitch about Dee.
And I've just been hit with this fucking horrible feeling of missing the whole French trip we had earlier this year.
This sucks. : (
Exams start tomorrow. French speaking at 9am.
So this is where my life will end then.
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